I glanced at the calendar,
& can hardly believe my eyes.
Today's the 8th, of March.
The first week has already went,
and the second awaits.
3 more weeks to the end of March,
and to welcome the arrival of April.
Two days ago, was the 6th.
It's official;
I've been enlisted for 2 months now.
Looking back at how far I've come,
I can't believe how fast time flies.
Sometimes yesterday feels just like the 6th of Jan,
The first day of enlistment. God it still does.
So far,
I've completed two IPPTs, and earned silver for both.
Shooting is done too, and I got Marksman.
This coming thursday will be my last and final IPPT.
After that, no more physical training,
No more sweating like a pig and running mad like a dog.
After thursday, we'll say goodbye to all of those.
March,
Will be a month full of exams.
Everything that we've learned so far as the Men-in-blue,
Will be tested. Our brains will function twice as much,
Which means stress will eventually follow thru.
But the good thing's that, March will pass very fast.
The next thing you know, April's here.
Come April,
There will be no more exams, trainings, and anything more.
It will just be drills, drills, and more drills,
To prepare ourselves for our passing-out-parade in May.
The day we all look forward to; our freedom.
Currently,
I'm doing fine, and coping well.
I've adjusted myself to NS life and look foward to every single day.
I guess, I really feel happy for my squad mates who're attached.
Every night, one by one will be talking on the phone with their loved ones.
Sharing their experiences, feelings, and doing some catching up.
It's good to see them smile, after a long and tiring day of training.
Sometimes I wonder how it feels like to be in their shoes.
To be able to share what I feel with someone,
Wheter it's good or bad, happy or sad.
To know that by just hearing a voice is enough to make your night,
Even without seeing that person.
Lucky them.
& me,
I'll just gaze at the ceilings trying to see some stars,
of course in the end I'm not able to, haha.
Many asked, "how's yr girlfriend?"
And I'll just laugh and said, "I don't have a gf."
They'll look damn shocked and suprised.
"Why don't you have one?"
"Too many to choose from issit?"
"Go and get a gf lar!" Haha.
Some of my mates even wanted to match-make me with thier friends,
But I had to disappoint them by saying no.
It's not that I don't want to, Im not playing hard to get.
I'll just leave my fate in God's hands, cos only He knows wads best for me.
Let's see what He has for me.
Let's give it some time.
Let's not rush into things,
But appreciate and learn as much as we can first.
I guess everything in life happens for a reason,
And I'm confident that God knows what's best for me.
So I'll keep on praying for more good things to come.
Insyallah.
Guess that's all I have for now,
Will be back soon with more updates.
Until then..
-End-
She walks in Beauty,
Like the night
Of cloudness climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes..
& can hardly believe my eyes.
Today's the 8th, of March.
The first week has already went,
and the second awaits.
3 more weeks to the end of March,
and to welcome the arrival of April.
Two days ago, was the 6th.
It's official;
I've been enlisted for 2 months now.
Looking back at how far I've come,
I can't believe how fast time flies.
Sometimes yesterday feels just like the 6th of Jan,
The first day of enlistment. God it still does.
So far,
I've completed two IPPTs, and earned silver for both.
Shooting is done too, and I got Marksman.
This coming thursday will be my last and final IPPT.
After that, no more physical training,
No more sweating like a pig and running mad like a dog.
After thursday, we'll say goodbye to all of those.
March,
Will be a month full of exams.
Everything that we've learned so far as the Men-in-blue,
Will be tested. Our brains will function twice as much,
Which means stress will eventually follow thru.
But the good thing's that, March will pass very fast.
The next thing you know, April's here.
Come April,
There will be no more exams, trainings, and anything more.
It will just be drills, drills, and more drills,
To prepare ourselves for our passing-out-parade in May.
The day we all look forward to; our freedom.
Currently,
I'm doing fine, and coping well.
I've adjusted myself to NS life and look foward to every single day.
I guess, I really feel happy for my squad mates who're attached.
Every night, one by one will be talking on the phone with their loved ones.
Sharing their experiences, feelings, and doing some catching up.
It's good to see them smile, after a long and tiring day of training.
Sometimes I wonder how it feels like to be in their shoes.
To be able to share what I feel with someone,
Wheter it's good or bad, happy or sad.
To know that by just hearing a voice is enough to make your night,
Even without seeing that person.
Lucky them.
& me,
I'll just gaze at the ceilings trying to see some stars,
of course in the end I'm not able to, haha.
Many asked, "how's yr girlfriend?"
And I'll just laugh and said, "I don't have a gf."
They'll look damn shocked and suprised.
"Why don't you have one?"
"Too many to choose from issit?"
"Go and get a gf lar!" Haha.
Some of my mates even wanted to match-make me with thier friends,
But I had to disappoint them by saying no.
It's not that I don't want to, Im not playing hard to get.
I'll just leave my fate in God's hands, cos only He knows wads best for me.
Let's see what He has for me.
Let's give it some time.
Let's not rush into things,
But appreciate and learn as much as we can first.
I guess everything in life happens for a reason,
And I'm confident that God knows what's best for me.
So I'll keep on praying for more good things to come.
Insyallah.
Guess that's all I have for now,
Will be back soon with more updates.
Until then..
-End-
She walks in Beauty,
Like the night
Of cloudness climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes..